Haunted

Because everytime when I'm alone ... It shows that I just can't do without having people around me. It shows that I can't be alone. It shows that I'm vulnerable without my family or friends. It shows that I don't expose my real emotions to people around me.

My life had never been so affected before. Never in my life have I dream of someone so much - at least twice every week. Never in my life have I missed someone so badly. Never in my life have I wanted to find all ways just to see him once again. Never in my life have I had the thought of meeting him in heaven ...

It simply shows that I still can't get over my granddad's death. Its haunting me still.

via (staree)