I don't want Chinese New Year to come. Cos it'd suck. I guess it won't be a good one either. I won't be meeting my grandmom and relatives from Dad's side since we can't have reunion dinner and grandmom and some of my relatives will be flying overseas...

First time ever, not having reunion dinner at grandmom's place and not seeing all of my relatives during Chinese New Year.. And.. Granddad won't be around this year too... What is Chinese New Year without granddad? Sucky year... Sigh...

Will be going to Malaysia for my Chinese New Year.. Bye Singapore, bye friends.

And I think I just upset grandmom by saying "Happy Chinese New Year" to her... :'( What's wrong with me... Damn me... Slap me please.. Urgh.